Working Mom Or Stay At Home Mom?

I've been thinking about it lately since i'm not sure which one i really want to be, being a working mom or stay at home mom. If only i could choose my own way, then i'll choose to be a happy working mom who loves her job and have much time to spend with her baby and husband without feeling exhausted and depressed every night.

I'm not saying that i don't like my current job, i just feel uncomfortable with it anymore.

Certainly my job can pay me enough money to fulfil my shopping desire, so i can dressed up Asha with cute and pretty dresses. But money is not the reason for me to be a working mom.

What i really want now is having a peaceful life, surround by the people i love, Asha and husband. Having much time to spend with them and able to do thing i'm passionate about.

So today i submited my resign letter. It was hard for me to hand the letter to my supervise and explained the reason to her. But she understood me very well and let me do what's best for me. Thank you, Thank Lord.

Next month will be my last month in this office. I'm going to miss everyone here. But i have to move on and live my life as a mother and wife. This time, being a stay at home mom who takes care of her own baby, husband, and home, is what's best for me and our little family.

Dear Lord, please take care of our family and give us stregth to live our own life. I believe that this is the beginning of something better ahead :)