So today me and husband attended my friend's wedding. Yeah i know it wasn't a date, but it was our first time going out without Asha. I counted it as a date, because there were only to of us, me and husband spent our time together :)
Since Asha hasn't fully recovered from chickenpox she's got since last week, so we decided to left her with granny.
At first, i was so worried leaving Asha at home with her granny because she was unwell previous night. Her body temperature tend to increase a bit and she was cranky a lil bit. Since i resigned from work, i never left Asha for any occassion unless shopping for grocery. I felt so terrible leaving her at home. I felt like a bad mom, leaving her baby at home while she had good time with husband and friends. I kept missing Asha along the way.
But by the time we walked into the wedding party and met my friends, my previous collageous at work, i began to enjoy the moment. I was so excited to meet them all, Teh Indri, Mba Intan, Cici Debby, Cici Lala, and the bride, Puti. It's almost a half year since the last time i met them. I felt like i found my previous life. The kind of life when i used to socialize with many people, with my friends. Since i decided to be a stay at home mom half year ago, i never had time to socialize with any of my friend. Not because i didn't want to but it's not easy to find the perfect time. So today, become my first or maybe second social time with my friends. And i was sooo excited to had such opportunity. Alhamdulillah.
For that 3 hours we left Asha at home, i was so glad to found Asha behaved very well. Thank you Asha for letting mommy and daddy had our time together. Thank you for being such a nice baby when we left you. Thank you, dear baby.